Observation and WonderI watched you place each stich with care. An image slowly Forming. I love to watch you like this. You seem so warped, well maybe that's not the right word...you look like you're somewhere else. Where, I don't know, but I'd like to see. I like watching you, sorry if it's akward but you probably don't notice anyhow. It's okay I don't care. Your mind is strange, I wanna see what you see when you draw...but I can't so I'll sit and watch and wonder.
To P L E A S EFear is strange now isn't it? You cannot control what was meant to get out of hand. Because it differs there is no real cure. One fear is disappointment , it could go either way. Be disappointed or To Disappoint. Both feelings are terrible but to disappoint is a strange one. Yes strange indeed. If someone is forcing you to do something to not do it is to disappoint.The situation Varies depending on the relationship, standards, and what not. Who is one trying to please? How is one trying to please? Why must laughter be the only proof one has of pleasing another. A conversation must keep going but how is the question. Why should one work so hard to please or even try? Afraid to be alone so I suppose that's the solution. To loose something unnamed is a strange feeling, it's truly horrible. Because of this, the urge to please has grew. Through one tries one cannot please, so the alternate comes at a cost. This cost is esteem or more likely whatever is left. A pleasurable guilt. A want,